On this blog you will read a post about mastery. It's a good read and so true.
I really connected with Leo Babauta's writing. I've been thinking about the same thing for awhile now. Yesterday, I went to the bank and the lady helping me asked me about my necklace. She asked me if I like photography and she said that she had thought she was "into" photography at one time, but she got bored and she couldn't figure out what to take pictures of. I understood what she was talking about, but not regarding photography. I have gotten bored with things over the years, but photography keeps me interested. So many lenses to consider & so many different modes to shoot in. An don't even get me started on Photoshop and how addicting that can be. Dodge, Burn, Curves, Action, Texture...it's all exciting and fun for me. It never gets old.
When I first started out, I read my manual all of the time. I still refer back to it often. I remember visiting photography forums & people kept saying to read the manual and I thought...yuck. But I am glad I listened because that helped me to get better and better. And I applied what I learned and did it over and over and over. I made many mistakes, but I have gotten better by doing it. I'm no Master, but I am way better than when I first started.
I feel the same way regarding ZEN. I am really challenged by the world around me every day. Staying present and in the moment is something I work at every single day. Sometimes, I fail miserably and I can't recall one time in a 24 hour period where I was actually present. But I am definitely better than I used to be. I catch myself more and focus on what is happening and who I am with rather than listening to the urgent cries of my to-do list. I'm no Master, but I'm better than when I first started.